Phil Henderson's Journal

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Phil Henderson's Journal

Written by

Phil Henderson


Phil's Relto

Pages long


Appears in

This is a journal that was kept by Phil Henderson. It remains on the bookshelf in his Relto to this day.

Transcript of the Journal[edit]


it is so odd being here after losing myself

i don't feel like part of this, and yet i feel like i am here for something


this restoration is not right it's not that it's wrong just that it will only rebuild not restore

rebuilding is about slicing and fixing on the outside

rebuilt trees make fences and walls

restoration is about growth and life on the inside

restored trees make fruit and shade

she is making sure that the tree has begun to grow again


what is d'ni?

what is this kingdom?

i have read of d'ni the people

i have lived in d'ni the place

i have spoken d'ni the language

a kingdom is made both of life and belief

it is only real with both

lives without belief is a kingdom of cards

only waiting to fall

belief without lives is a kingdom of dead

only waiting to live


i know a little but i only think i know more

i see a little but i only think i see more

i understand a little but i only think i understand more

i seek a little and i know i will find more

i can never know see and understand

i can only ever know see and understand more


i talked to many people today

but i don't really know them

how can i know other people?

they are revealed only in their words and actions

i suppose only in really in their actions

words are easy

i talked to many people today


i am growing

and i am growing anxious

and i am growing weary

and i am growing closer

and i am growing up

and i am growing impatient

and i am growing leary

and i am growing wise

and i am growing less

and less


my seeking feels like it comes to an end

now i feel like i am called higher

to become lower

i will find them again they are calling me

i don't know why but i will find them

i remember what they showed me before

and i must find that again

i hear them even now calling me

she has heard them

i can't resist

i am going


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